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It Hits Me Like A Tidal Wave
The name i choose for my self is Syasya Lee.
My life quite bored and nothing to proud off but every memory that i have more precious than yours.
For sure Im not single and not available =) I've someone who lock my heart with his heart completely
I also have an ex-boyfriend who i love most n change me a lot
Nothing special about me,I am simple just the way I am..ouh i hate copycat! ^_^
I a lot of Brothers,Sisters and Few BFF..seems i extremely weird...most of peep around me never know im exist =)
My family is not wealth like yours but we love each other more than you know even the way a bit weird but my family love me =)
I'm easy going...28april was a historical day for me which is the first day i see the world
I own by him at 23/october/2011..n he accept me as who i am
Did u still remeber the night u come my home?...crazy rite?myb just a while i meet u in front of my house..but its meaningful to me..from ampang to jeram..almost lost to perak..u take more than 3 hours to arrive my home :)..sounds crazy..yup..u r crazy dear..22/07/2010...date we r couple~...remember?u jump like a crazy ape..haha..so sweet dat time..u promise me
u never let me go
will not repeat wht my ex mistake
take care of me well
love me n always adores me
dat time im not expect more than dat..just dat..n u said to me yes u will do it..yes..at first time...the couple of month im happy...tengs so much...after dat...its like killing me..got a lot of problem..my mom doesn't like u..n u keep telling me dat we r not same level..lol..n u cheat on me..u lie to me..u make me like a dumb..i know everything even u dont tell me wht happen on u..im force my self n believe dat u will change..i know dat im not gud person too..i owes mad at u..im sorry..i dont mean it..month by month until december..i think im too much hurt...so i walk away from u~~
Im sorry~i have too dear.. all my love i gave it to u then u hurt me so much..its broken n be dust..i need another love to replace it..coz dat im walk away from u~~IM SORY...i admit im played many heart after im leaving u~im sory guyss...
3 MONTH LATER~~
im ready to accept u back~coz u never stop hunting me..n im cant stop loving u..every single night im waiting for u call..so do u...but no one between us make a move first..until u said dat..u love me..n need me...also me saying the same thing..remember dat night?we crying together like a babies..:)...all promise have been renewed :)
u r not cheat on me
u r not lie to me
u r not ignore me
u will love me
u will care bout me
u owes must have time for me
u will say sorry first to me
u will not leave me
u will make me smile always
u will appreciate me
u will start to understand me
The first month..yes im happy...but i heard somthing bad bout u...u cheating on me..without any guilty u just laugh n keep lie to me..:)...im just silent n figure this out...yes!!u cheat on me...hurt again~~hahaha..dont u tired hurting me?lolll....~~im sulking for 3 weeks again n promise to my self..just love him...how much u hurt u must silent it from him..let him figure it out wht he done to u..so im just texting him like nothing happen..sounds im stupid..yup..i am..love can blind my eyes bout wht he did to me..so...after dat tragedies..we r getting better n he promise me again the same thing..but i just ask him for these
stop lying to me
now i never stop him to cheat on me..coz i know.he cant change dat...i just ask these from him..still CANT FULFILL MY WISH...:)..its oke..hey dear!~still remember the bbq night?awesome rite?BB tragedies..u hold ur cigarettes untill u hand get hurt just for im accept ur apologies coz u scold me before we go to BB..im sory for u hand get hurt..still remmeber the KTM??..u hug me tight n say..just sleep if u sleepy..i will hug u until we reach there..tengs for dat...still remeber?my finger get cut just becoz i want cook sardin for u..haha..n that night u telling me..when im holding a knife..'IF U GOT SOMEONE BETTER JUST GO N LET ME KNOW'...im crying...heard dat word...after this memories..we really loving n happy..im felt dat a lot..tengs dear...untill few weeks before this..our relationship become so bad..u just close ur eyes for dat..u leave me with dat problem alone..:)...im trying my best untill now i felt so tired..n nothing can be save~~i keep pretending we r OKAAYYY..infront of other..im being fake..every weeks got someone telling me bout u..they talking bad bout u..wht can i do just smile..n hide it from u..coz i dunwan u cry n upset..untill u shout at me..then i tell u...dont u realize..u keep shouting at me when u got a problem..~...im killing my self..im dying inside...would u care?u know bout it?i can guess ur answer..NO!!...u keep telling me i need to understand u..i tried my best but u cant c it..did u ever try to understand me?NO!!...:)...tengs dear...
and now...i need to walk away again~~...i need another love to fill in back to u :)...i promise it would not be so long huney =)...im promise u~~i will back for the right love for u...promise me u will care for me..:)